tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17460475125060448012012-01-25T19:12:08.337ZPoem's written by me. Nothing spectacular. Just open & honest emotions.Laura-Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00975306075233334356noreply@blogger.comBlogger441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1746047512506044801.post-52648263655278304962007-12-31T18:52:00.000Z2008-01-05T02:46:32.371Z

I turn away when you look at mescared the questions in my eyes you will seethe lingering doubt of what is realcurious of the love you feelthoughts of you fill my mindsomeone like you I never thought I would finda heart that's so sweet and fragilewas loving me all the whileI find it hard to believethat you and I were never meant to bewith the touch of your souland the heart you stoleare on the

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I hear echoes of a timewhen you were almost minea whisper on the winds of changesending chills down my spineexposing my weakness over youtaking my breath with every movedistance looming like dark cloudslet it rain and wash away the paindrowning in the unforgiving crowdsfeel the echoes embrace you

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my bitter sweet novembertell me what you rememberbefore the day dawnedthat magical winteras the cold winter sunin his lonely heart burnsand the stars fill the skyI'll wish upon another lieto heal a heart so fragilebehind that broken smilea ghostly little whisperas the mist became clearerI watched you disappearmy bitter sweet november

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drifting off to sleep I hear a melodythe perfect soundtrack to my fantasythe voices of angels fill the airwavesas the end of the world my hero savesslaying dragons for the hand of the princessdancing through corn fields in a wedding dresspetals swirl in the air like confetti on the breezeand thousands of butterflies spread love with easebelieve me we don't need to whisper in this adventureI'm

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there must be a sunrise on the horizona beautiful awakeningreds and yellows spill into the darknessa delightful excesseven if rain falls a rainbow will inspirea spectrum of desireclouds seperate with a piercing rayon a life changing day

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let go, let go, I just wanna fucking let goof everything that you think you knowbut all I hear is "that's really not like you"you wouldn't wanna hear what I think of youso let go of that image of innocent perfectionyou can't control the darkside of my reflectionI wanna scream and shout and smash your faceI wanna kick free of your smothering embraceI'm just waiting for your heart to start

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I never thought I would leave you this wayIt's hard because I don't know what to sayshould I tell you something you never knewshould I tell you that I will always love youdoes it really matter at the end of the dayI've always felt afraid but now I feel no fearfrom now on I won't be wasting another tearshould I tell you that I won't feel anymore painshould I tell you that your life will be the

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ever wondered what life would be like in a cartoon?a world of bright block colours and simple black linesto seperate you from the moving background scenethe story of your life unfolds just as the narrator defineswhere your every thought fills the air in little bubblesit's still sunny on bad day but rain clouds float abovefalling on you alone, but a friend will always appearmillions of hearts and

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please don't read this and think that you know menot reading between the lines will leave you blindit's the little white spaces that you can't ever findmy words pass by you like the Autumn breezeleaves swirling around you but you can't see themin flashes of red and gold in my poetic mayhemthe hidden meaning so strong it's almost deafeningbut if you're not there you won't hear the soundas slowly

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when you look around all you see is your reflectionanother day another drama, you know you're the queenjust one more photograph, a false image of perfectionanother day another deciet, a liaison like morphinecaught in your lies, forgotten in your web of destructionanother day another dance, he's no longer your vaccine

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I can't feel your touch on my skinlost in the sensation of the pouring rainmy thoughts are dark and sweeping inof you, me, him and every drop of painI want to be numb to the world aroundconfusion invading a glimmer of hopeI can't hold on, a moment so profoundalone, together on this endless tightrope

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there is no salvation when the bottle endsbecoming weaker as light into twilight blendssolitude just another consequence of your sinit's a deprevation of sensationnot redemption for your actionyou've lost your faith, without it you can't winno desire for survival there's no way out alivedrowning in your regrets impossible to reviveyour spirit so far gone you can't see the dayit's a deprevation of

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Take a look at her, just look at her nowhave you ever seen sadness like in her eyesit's something even her smile can't disguisetell me, are you watching as the light slowly dieswhat did you do, what will you dowalkaway when she really needs youwe've all played our part in this it's truetell me, what would you do if she was youTake a look at her, just look at her nowdo you feel the pain of her

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sitting in my lonely world staring at the screenI'm no longer just another face in the crowdI could be the best thing you've never seenI could be the person that I'm not allowedsay all the things that I'm thinking of insidewith no consequence of the past that I hidethere's no one to invade my space herefreedom to show my vulnerablity to youin a place so fake I'll always be sincereyou won't fall

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you lied to me like I didn't mattertold me she was a friend - all better?don't patronize me and pat my headbroke my heart - oops, now I'm deadha maybe you wish that was truebut you don't know the word - do you?It's gonna bite you in the ass my sonthe cat's out the bag - baby you're done

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it makes no sense to me at allwhy you aren't there to catch my fallwhy you can't give me a phone callwhen I need you to say it's gonna be ok...it makes no sense to me at allwhy my smile you can't recallbut when the writing's on the wallyou want me to say it's gonna be ok...it makes no sense to me at allwhy you would've started this snowballwhen all along you made me stand talland together we were

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so here it is, the final destinationI'm three steps from getting offI'm hovering over the thresholdheld back by undeniable fearthere's no time to shed a tearIt's time to step up and decidetake a step to left or the rightyou've lost me forever in herebut you still own my soulfeelings for you I can't controlrunning round in circles for youJust when I get closer to the truthI find myself back at the

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the bubble is burst.the dream is over.the fear of the worst.the life of a hustler.the desire for the lust.the lies of a cheater.the loss of trust.the year long theatre.

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painted a picture for the world to seenow I'm lost behind the image of mea flash of hair & twinkling of my eyeI love how you watch me I can't denya moment of glamour but inside it killsI'm nothing to you but some cheap thrillstalk to me, touch me, act like you know mebut all you can see is an obvious beautythere's more to me that meets the eyelike a darkhorse under the midnight sky

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I'm fed up of the way you play meI won't be at your beck and callwaiting on your every blessingnow you can't pull my strings at alltake your hands off my backand sew up my torn heartput back what you took from meand carelessly ripped apartthe beauty has worn and fadedI'm not blind to what's going onit's a game of who has controland the tension has long goneI don't know why I just let youchain me

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the rain is falling hard now, I can't find my way homeI lost you somewhere in the downpourI felt your hold slip from me, deep into the unknownmaybe you were never here and I was always aloneyou can't see my tears, they blend in with the rainI can't feel your presence anymoreyour shadow's not over me, protecting my painyour love is no longer running through my veinsmaybe it's time to take a chance

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If you need me, you call for meI'll always drop my world for youbut things aren't the same latelyI feel I'm drifting away from youwhen I felt I had nowhere to goyou were there to save my soulnow we barely even say a helloa love that distance finally stole

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does it hurt youto see me smile againliving without your paindoes it hurt youthat I don't wanna see youinvisble now I see throughdoes it hurt youseeing me with someone newyour replaced join the queuedoes it hurt, really kill you insidethe tears I cried have finally driedthe tables have just turned aroundmy pain in the lonliness you've foundyou did it all to me without a thoughtnow fight the inner

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I never wanted to be that kind of girlthat takes what isn't theres to havebut here i am ready to rip her apartto feed the desire that's in my heartwatching your every move just to seethat your eyes follow every inch of mebite my lip, it's making you weakertemptation embraces the willing cheaterI have no plans to make you minethe blame is yours to bear if you wishbut here I am waiting for you to

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pull the petals from my dreamsrip the beauty from the seamsin an instant it withers awaynothing but wishes blown awaydandelion dreams on a daisy songwe all fall down no longer stronghe loves me he loves me nota fragile seed that time forgotspare me one sacred drop of youso I can blossom, what I was born to dospread hope through one single glanceswaying in the breeze, a gentle dance

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desire spreading like poisonwe become as oneunaware and unawakeyour will to takescreaming in the moonlightnot yours without a fightscratching and bitinga passion so frightening

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whispering wordswhat is meant to bebut silence falls into darknessthe green light leads the waytake the bitewatch the world swallow

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I see past your eyeswho you really areand it's not who they seeso makes no difference to meyou hold my soul in your handsthe one my heart understandsthe one who cherishes my strengthand lets me make the distance

Laura-Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00975306075233334356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1746047512506044801.post-53740319958427998082007-04-13T19:43:00.000+01:002007-04-13T19:46:03.841+01:00

the darkness has arrivedit takes all with it's graspfeel it sweep closer and lowertil you can't breathe undercoverlost and alonein this deathly place

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another year just floats on bybut I wanna hide here and crydifferent faces to the same painjust it's another heart I blamebut who is really in the wrongI only make out I'm that strongwhen I'm really breaking downIn emptiness I'm going to drownI need you to be the one to save mepreventing another year of being lonely

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don't want to talk about your problemsmaybe I just want to talk about minewhenever somethings wrong come to meand I'll make sure that your lifes finewhen I feel less than myself its hardercoz i say how i feel yet you fail to seethat you've turned everything roundthe conversations no longer about me

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I'm sick of all this sitting watchinthis life should be mine to live inbut you've got me sat here waitindontcha wonder what I'm thinkin so why don't you just take mescared of what could really befeel the passion hidden in meI'm the company for your misery

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when faith is hanging by a threadwaiting for the words you dreadthe doubt you mislaid for so longstarts to play like a broken songthe voices in your head on repeathaunting you with possible deceitfaint whispers fade into the nightserenading lost souls until twilightfree to roam again in the sunshinedancing into the expanding skylinewhat happens when the end is nearbut your heartbeat is deeply

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I can't stop the tears from falling downin this final realization I slowly drownyou could never see through my eyesbut now they weep from your despiseI've suffered in silence for an eternityunable to see what you'd done to meI was just a broken child lost foreverdestined to drift through life a dreamerI've never woke up from that nightmareunable to feel the love I saw elsewhereit's said to be

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I see your face everywhere that I goI look for you in people that I knowmy insanity feeds my hunger for youI'm helpless and I breathe through youI stalk you deep in my sleepfree to live the secrets we keepI open my eyes and you watch over mea little less aware and a little more emptyI follow the voices but they aren't youI just feel your thoughts in whatever I doI'm drawn to you and don't want to

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"you have the bluest eyes I've ever seen"still makes me smile as if it were yesterdaythe words disappear in my fading memoriesstill I try to hold onto the things you'd say"you would be any guys perfect girlfriend"brings a tear to m y eye even now years gonewhere did things go wrong after that summerevery day since then just fades into one

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never felt so alone as I did that nightthe one day I was meant to have the spotlighteveryone had somewhere else they'd rather beno-one's place involved being near to mewondering around forgotten in that dark placelifting my tearful eyes to see your beautiful faceyou wrapped your arms around me and I felt safenothing mattered now, lost in your loving embrace

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the tears have never dried from my eyesthe years have gone by and I'm still hereI cover the trace you left behind with liespretending I don't care but I'm lost in fearwhat do i do when you don't return to mewhen everything i believed in was wrongleft to spend my life alone and brokenI can't live that way, I'm not that strong

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I get distracted everytime you're in my viewyou're amazing and I can't take my eyes off youthe way you move with ease is awe-inspiringeach twist, turn and trick is simply breath-takingyour powerful touch struck to absolute perfectionthousands fall before you silenced in admirationI forget that the world exsists outside of you mesmorized by your courageous heart so trueyou defied the odds and

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Tell me if I am awakeor if this is a dreamshould I open my eyesor just let out a screamJust a constant nightmarean image trapped in my mindset to torture my soula way out I'll never findReality is an easier escapein control of my own actionsI don't see you everyday hereso I can hide my true reactions

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the darkness is coming i can see the clouds looming surrounding like a curtain the future is now uncertain the lights have gone out faith replaced with doubt not a flicker or a flame and you're the one to blame

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you're in a world where you don't belongso fragile inside but forced to be so strongsurrounded by many but always feeling alonealways talking but no-one hears the unknownthe pressures pull you down and hold younowhere to go but deeper into the blueyou shouldn't be lost there in the darknesssyou are destined to a much higher purposesomething so precious that the world needsa soul so pure your

Laura-Leehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00975306075233334356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1746047512506044801.post-37251011528230237182007-01-29T18:17:00.000Z2007-01-29T18:24:31.119Z

do birds have a fear of heightswhy are moths drawn to lightswill pigs ever begin to flydoes the rain fall when clouds cryare dogs really man's best friendwill you be my hero at the enddoes the end of a rainbow have goldcan a soul really be soldwhy do salmon swim upstreamis it possible reality is a dreamwhy is a mirror reflection backwardwill you be my knight with a sworddo robins live all year

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when the world breaks youeveryone wants a piece of youtaking what means most to youthere's just one thing left to dowalk away, just walk awayleave them and the games they playbe strong, walk awaydon't look back, you can't staywalk awaywhen the truth is just another liewatching your hope slowly dielosing the very essence of youthere's just one thing to dowalk away, just walk awayleave them and the

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